Sunday, September 14, 2014

Heal my Unbelief

I stood up without thinking and myfeet carried me to the front.
Surrounded by others with strength not my own.
Hand open.
Heart waiting.
Pressing in to hear the more.
Arms outstretched now, I wait.
And there is the more.
It comes in a great flood.
It overwhelms me from the inside out.
I fall to my knees.
Unable to carry myself.
The weight of unbelief released.
As if in the pangs of childbirth and coughing incessantly
I can no longer hold on to the control
I let it go and it rushes out in streams and in shakes.
Covered by others.
Blanketed in yellow.
Bowing in great submission I let it go
And I don't want it back.

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